whoa. Praise the Lord!
ahha. i got back my PRELIMS results for ss, a math and english today.
hmmm. Thank God that he has aid me thru this difficult period.
my ss was not good.
still vaguely remember how i was telling everyone that i hope id get a decent pass.
and my dad's stupid comments still stung.
hurhur. so sorrry to disappoint abt the 75-80
who cares man. im satisfied. (ok not quite but to think realistically my ss results matched the effort put in SO.)

yea ok.
ss: 30/50
which scrapes a B4. bleh. but wadeva. its a 10 marks improvement from my lousy Mid Yrs that i got 20/50.
so if the theory goes (and i study hard) i can improve another 10 marks for Os.
hurhurhur.
aniwae.
must praise God that my working hard on my a math paid off. and for His guidance cos no way id have done it on my own.
A MATH: 77
which is an A1!!! hahaha. but a barelyscrape kinda a1 too but i dun care. Nehz can get her 98/100 and we're both still getting a1. lol.
i thank God that i had done well. =)
my English got me REALLI worried.
but in the end i got an A1 too. so happae.

Glory be to the Lord. HE's my strength thruout the exam period.

and im realli hoping, if all goes well:
CHEM: A1
CHI: A1
E Math: A1 (plsplspls)
Lit: A2 and above
Art: A2 and above.
my humans are worrying me man.

and im realli sorry i said tat abt her.
i realli am. but i cant help saying how upset i would be if that happened.
i know im selfish.
should be happy for her.
hai~ dunoo.

and till now i never realised that Hindsight is always 20/20.
look back and you see the whole picture clearly like never before